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there's a couple reasons why i never blew it
but sometimes you make me, you make me wanna do it
cause i get sick and tired
fuck this shit
i wanna quit this shit
i wanna fuck my head until i'm pale and dead
and sometimes i get scared, sometimes
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and you, you fucked me up
now i can't trust a single soul
cause i see lies in all your eyes
it's your disguise, that charming smile
so show me what's real, show me what's real
so i can finally feel something at all
i don't feel at all
i see through your bullshit
come to me and see what real hate is
i'll hurt you bad
limb from limb i'll drag you on the walls
and paint them red with your blood
fill you with gasoline, light you up
my candle, my old man, my father
you fucked up
why?
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i can't love me
will you love me?
when i'm cold and shaking alone on the floor?
cause i'm scared and prepared for the worst
cause i know it gets harder, and harder, and harder, and harder
i just wanna find my way
tell me that i'll be okay in the morning
in the morning
i feel boring
i feel stupid and numb like i'm not anyone
and i just wanna feel..okay
i can't love me
will you love me?
when i'm cold and shaking alone on the floor?
cause i'm scared and prepared for the worst
cause i know it gets harder, and harder, and harder, and harder
i just wanna find my way
tell me that i'll be okay in the morning
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fuck my head, fuck my head, fuck my head
think i'm dead, think i'm dead, think i'm dead
fuck my head, fuck my head, fuck my head
think i'm dead, think i'm dead, think i'm dead
bury me in my head and let me rot
i'm being haunted by my own thoughts
it's getting harder to close my eyes
i lay down but i don't sleep
the moon and the sun switch their places
and all these people are just faces
i'm losing time, i lost my mind
what i thought was mine was never mine
tell me where you want me to be
cause i can't even see
i can't sleep
i won't close my eyes cause i'm afraid i could die
fuck my head, fuck my head, fuck my head
think i'm dead, think i'm dead, think i'm dead
fuck my head
why am i so scared?
i hide away in my room
i'm leaving soon
i hope i find a some way out in this cold world
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i don't wanna feel
show me what is real
i don't wanna feel
show me what is real
i don't wanna flex
i just wanna get this off my chest
all these thoughts in my head
thinking that i'm fucking dead
why you gotta lie to me?
look me in my eyes and see
i'm a walking tragedy
(fats'e)
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same cold skin, same cold floor
i don't wanna do this anymore
everyone knows that i wanna be dead
why do i go back to my stupid fucking head?
i cry every night when i'm alone and i'm alone right now
you wanted honesty so here's your honesty
cause sometimes honestly i don't wanna wake up
i don't wanna wake up, i don't wanna wake up
(i don't wanna wake up, i don't wanna wake up)
same routine, yeah that's every day
put my hands together and i pray
cause i even i scare myself sometimes
and i don't know who i am
and i don't know where i'll be
so i'll close my eyes to see
yeah i'll close my eyes to see
yeah, i don't wanna wake up
yeah, i don't wanna wake up
yeah, i don't wanna wake up
can you please try to wake me up?
to wake me up, to wake me up..
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released April 26, 2017
